[17 Nov 2006|06:57am] new live journal g0lden_wings some people on here have big mouths. so i need a new one. friends only. add it. g0lden_wings post comment

[15 Nov 2006|04:50am] i feel like jumping off a cliff onto some nice pointy cliffs right about now dan seeley called me a man, ugly, fat, and said i have moles on run your mouth. while dissing isaac for talking to me basically. so i hate my life and everyone in the hardcore scene theyre all assholes that deserve to DIE. post comment

[14 Nov 2006|11:33pm] fucking all the time they dont have any respect at all. and it drives me crazy. post comment

[14 Nov 2006|04:25am] I don't feel like being in my room, so I'm sitting out in the hallway. and my head really hurts. and I want to fall asleep. but I'm really enjoying kids like us, who I haven't listened to in a while. post comment

[13 Nov 2006|07:57am] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | the honorary title ] isaac thinks im this terrible person. he asked if i told my parents, so they know that they dont actually have this sweet little girl for a daughter. so i think im just wasting my time hoping for anything to come out of that. i just want someone to cuddle with and watch movies with just feel a body laying next to me. just feel the warmth of them with me. i dont think i deserve it though. i am a terrible person. i really should just end it all now. and save myself a lot of trouble. 4 comments|post comment

[12 Nov 2006|11:38pm] i pretty much hate everyone right now. i dislike being like this. i just wish people cared. besides deb<3 post comment

[11 Nov 2006|11:43pm] I like it when kern's not here. the reason why I've been a PSYCHO is explained. I just got my period. :) post comment

[11 Nov 2006|08:48am] I think I'm starting to HATE my roommates more and more as time goes on. post comment

[10 Nov 2006|04:32am] I'm so not stable. post comment

[09 Nov 2006|12:08am] Wow. I love these people more then I ever though. :) post comment

[07 Nov 2006|06:23am] The highlight of the night: watching andre pay for 5 dollars worth of dutches with all nickels and dimes. it took like 10 minutes. post comment

[06 Nov 2006|10:25pm] [ music | snakes on a plane. LOL ] ughh. right now i feel like im sinking i feel like its all i ever say but its true and this is my place to bitch so im going to i need someone to cuddle with really bad i feel really lonely i miss him but i fucked up pretty bad i was WAY over my head on that one. i get jealous over the stupidest things things that i have no reason to jealous over. i dont know. i guess its cause im still so insecure with myself that i want everything everyone else has. though im much more comfortable with myself then i used to be. its times like this that i dont want to spend any time in my room just leave and let kern and sunny cuddle all they want. ughhhh i need a cuddle buddy its so not faiiiiiiiiir. im alll lonely. :( post comment

[04 Nov 2006|03:33am] the c's are kicking in i feel good. just need some pot and this woould be even better marc visits me tomm with two dubs of kushhh YES 4 comments|post comment

[03 Nov 2006|08:30am] I am hate everlasting with each sickly spell I'm casting. The winter is coming, and I absolutely loathe it. I can't stand the winter. I basically become a hermit because I refuse to go out into the cold, cause I'll get warm again. The weather is just a constant windy, slushy, grey atmosphere CONSTANTLY. There's nothing to do, and I go stir crazy from my refusal to abandon my nice warm abode. And then on top of it all, its Christmas Season. The most continuous misery in my life. A constant reminder as to how poor my family is. How little they can afford to get us, as selfish as it sounds. Its not the lack of gifts so much as the lack of gifts compared to everyone else in my obnoxiously rich town. So hello to misery until everything begins to clear up in about march. post comment

[03 Nov 2006|08:05am] i just have to have everything, dont i? post comment

[02 Nov 2006|07:23am] i need to work on my jealousy issues. post comment

[30 Oct 2006|04:49pm] As much as I try to fight it the depression is starting to set in. I feel like such a failure. post comment

[25 Oct 2006|11:43pm] a couple of hits and everything floats away. life is pretty good. 1 comment|post comment

[24 Oct 2006|11:01pm] [ mood | depressed ] I feel like my life and I are falling apart at the seams post comment

[22 Oct 2006|07:14pm] HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LITTLE DEB DEB. on another note. fuck everyone from home theyre all assholes. and i hope they burn in a car crash. except for a select few.<3 im back at school. with the fam:) theres NOWHERE else id rather be. 6 comments|post comment

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